要简明扼要。
1.期末的时候总是想法最多的时候因为时间慢而“痛苦”。想到不仅仅是学习上的，还有做事情态度上，自己的性格，周围人的性格，大家各种人生追求噼里啪啦的。期末其实挺闭塞，也还是让我想到了更多平时不去想的东西。
2.自己平时太不努力刻苦。以后太需要改了，哎。少抱怨，多做事情，自律！心急的感觉很差劲。
3.明明认真记下yx的生日，写在手机里，平时也想着。可惜偏偏日子记错了。在复习到昏天黑地的凌晨2点回来发现今天是她的生日我就忽然很难过。怎么就记错了呢。虽然平时其实很少特别在意谁的生日，心里没这根弦，可是还是觉得有一种想爱你却使不上气力的感觉。somehow觉得不会爱别人，不会爱自己。怎么可以酱。
4.明天要好好考试。基本融会贯通，必须发挥正常以弥补CA的杯具~EE2012不能2012了。
5.考试后的安排好多，一件一件来。
6.XS出去玩了很长时间了。我日子过的混的不知道他哪天走的也忘记他要哪天回来。要不是他发了封邮件说在意大利，我也不晓得他在哪里鸟。。。
2011年4月23日
2011年4月11日
Three things that I dont feel good with.
反正也没什么人看我blog，不怕写什么东西。其实就是看了又怎么样呢，不过是我的想法而已，又不是诽谤讪笑胡说八道。
1.It seems that all applicants for master's list got to stay, including those who didnt plan to stay or even didnt bother to earn points at all.I dont feel too good abt that and it sounds terrible when I hear someone showing off how she can simply stay with so few points.
On the other hand,staying with thankful heart and integration in the community is different from staying in isolation.At the end of the day,accommodation doesnt really matter.The skills obtained and life lessons learned through hall make us a capable individual.
Being political or discriminatory, the locals do not respect PRC in certain community until they dare to say "those things" out loud in front of me.Embarrass is not enough to describe the feeling and I need to say I kinda agree with them to some extent.So sad.
When many of us are trying hard to slowly gain respect from the locals,those few people managed to destroy everything in very short time.Bravo.
2.When I was in church,I was told not to have expectation on human being but God which wont disappoint me.Believing in that or not, I did feel so bad when someone, who has most of my expectation, fails to perform well.It is not about CCA any more, it is about how to 做人。
3.Fail to sleep early again with lots of work undone.Finals are arnd the corner.Still got time to play,emo or hav CCA meetings....Never in a good mood of study...Is this the multitask skill that uni wanna teach me?
NUS ranks so high in world uni,esp EE.Epic.It doesnt really change the lectures,the study material and the complaints from students.
Done with it.
Tomorrow is another day.
Cheer up and jiayou girl.You can do it.And you know it.:))
1.It seems that all applicants for master's list got to stay, including those who didnt plan to stay or even didnt bother to earn points at all.I dont feel too good abt that and it sounds terrible when I hear someone showing off how she can simply stay with so few points.
On the other hand,staying with thankful heart and integration in the community is different from staying in isolation.At the end of the day,accommodation doesnt really matter.The skills obtained and life lessons learned through hall make us a capable individual.
Being political or discriminatory, the locals do not respect PRC in certain community until they dare to say "those things" out loud in front of me.Embarrass is not enough to describe the feeling and I need to say I kinda agree with them to some extent.So sad.
When many of us are trying hard to slowly gain respect from the locals,those few people managed to destroy everything in very short time.Bravo.
2.When I was in church,I was told not to have expectation on human being but God which wont disappoint me.Believing in that or not, I did feel so bad when someone, who has most of my expectation, fails to perform well.It is not about CCA any more, it is about how to 做人。
3.Fail to sleep early again with lots of work undone.Finals are arnd the corner.Still got time to play,emo or hav CCA meetings....Never in a good mood of study...Is this the multitask skill that uni wanna teach me?
NUS ranks so high in world uni,esp EE.Epic.It doesnt really change the lectures,the study material and the complaints from students.
Done with it.
Tomorrow is another day.
Cheer up and jiayou girl.You can do it.And you know it.:))
2011年4月10日
我是个时而纠结死时而大脑平滑的个体
对 题目来形容自己目前为止貌似很恰当
这半年多来想了更多有关于自己的问题，我是谁，我怎么样，认识自己。
Since being in a relationship with someone，being a head, going for interview,planning future career...
Along the way, I am surprised to see who I am and feel scared with the faulty things in my character that I cant change in a short while.Little things in life cause mixed feeling all over again everyday.Being passive or optimistic,I need to continue to move on or let go sometimes.
Just had two major debrief meetings this weekend i.e. CD and Eblk cmm,the two I spent most of my time and I feel most sense of belonging with.Yup, of course I contributed alot but...
本来想在久石让的音乐下写一篇长长的post，说说自己在没有100%付出全力的时候就没有100%的满足感，时间长了我会自然忘记自己做过什么，而对没有做过的事情感到愧疚。对KE的情感是又爱又恨又舍不得。既想离开她的闭塞的空间，也想在这里把所有的suffer所有的emo再来一次再来一年。复杂。纠结。
就在这时，kah chun上来MSN问我为什么emo啊，谈了好久，也很感动有人这么关心。他不看我blog不懂中文哈哈哈，下周看DU好好聊聊。
这时也有几个人在fb问我为什么emo，短短几行字写了半天。不知道怎么解释。还有住不住KE的这个问题。
这时alumni cmm的head打来电话让我下去打扫卫生。。。本来是不想去啊，打断我思绪，可是转念一想何不全力付出呢，不赞赏她的做事风格而已，该做的事情还是要做。完全的付出，才能有满足的成果和完全的满足感。所以现在下去。
这半年多来想了更多有关于自己的问题，我是谁，我怎么样，认识自己。
Since being in a relationship with someone，being a head, going for interview,planning future career...
Along the way, I am surprised to see who I am and feel scared with the faulty things in my character that I cant change in a short while.Little things in life cause mixed feeling all over again everyday.Being passive or optimistic,I need to continue to move on or let go sometimes.
Just had two major debrief meetings this weekend i.e. CD and Eblk cmm,the two I spent most of my time and I feel most sense of belonging with.Yup, of course I contributed alot but...
本来想在久石让的音乐下写一篇长长的post，说说自己在没有100%付出全力的时候就没有100%的满足感，时间长了我会自然忘记自己做过什么，而对没有做过的事情感到愧疚。对KE的情感是又爱又恨又舍不得。既想离开她的闭塞的空间，也想在这里把所有的suffer所有的emo再来一次再来一年。复杂。纠结。
就在这时，kah chun上来MSN问我为什么emo啊，谈了好久，也很感动有人这么关心。他不看我blog不懂中文哈哈哈，下周看DU好好聊聊。
这时也有几个人在fb问我为什么emo，短短几行字写了半天。不知道怎么解释。还有住不住KE的这个问题。
这时alumni cmm的head打来电话让我下去打扫卫生。。。本来是不想去啊，打断我思绪，可是转念一想何不全力付出呢，不赞赏她的做事风格而已，该做的事情还是要做。完全的付出，才能有满足的成果和完全的满足感。所以现在下去。
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